And tears are flowing.

0:00How how cliche is this crying crying to a Cold Play song yeah yeah that's cliche for you oh man so she just left and I'm just I'm just feeling feeling it and it's okay ...

2:10... I know I know I'm okay and I know I'm going to I know I'm going to feel better you know but for now I'm just sad yeah and more than just like sad these tears are like like tears of appreciation and like loving what we had and just so like grateful so grateful for what we had and parting is such sweet sorrow isn't it it's actually a good way to describe it it's like sweet and sorrowful ...

3:42... and there's still so much love there and and it's okay and it's okay and even though it's okay I'm still sad still [ __ ] impacted in such a beautiful way my cat meowing sounding like oh that's disgusting ...

5:10... God in order to feel like this deeply it's uh there had to have been some pretty awesome love to open up to open up to that kind of love be okay with being broken open by it there's something so profoundly sweet and sad and worth it such like softness and tenderness and I know everything's going to be okay I know that in the future and everything everything is okay right now I'm still here I'm still with ...

6:42... me this feels it feels healthy it feels good it feels like honoring gratitude it's snotty there's so much here it's like like the midpoint between like a lot of sadness and and joy way to like celebration and better ...

8:23... sweet I think I'm going to sit with this for a while deeper into it